Hello every one . I am really angry and sad , I wished to work with 3D models as freelancer , but I have a great feelings that this will not happen , actually i barely sleep because I live with my family in a house where the room that I supposed to sleep in is a living and bed room and there is no kind of respecting the other , all the matter respected in the life is money and age , although I don't know what would any one do to get older .

And there is no job can makes you earn enough money to live by your own , so I tried in free lancing to earn more and buy my own flat but it seems so slow , and also this payment methods that takes so long time to be reviewed , If any one just could tell me what to do to get what I earned earlier I would be little bit better .

And the nightmare is now that every one telling me to get a job although there is no job can give me enough money to serve my purpose , nor would let me wake up so late because I couldn't sleep in my room because it's a living room where the TV and light are on until 5 AM , and I must wake up at 6 AM to get ready for the job , and if my job was at night I will have to do all the house stuff before I go to my work and then there is no time for your life then , what is the use of a work that don't make you able to live but as a machine .

But in this case I will have to find a job with salary that do nothing and return to my house after a long day of work and sleep and in my vacations my cursed family will ask me to do the house stuffs and there will be no time , perhabs sooner or later I will have to kill them and fuck the low that makes the like of them control every thing because they are just elder .

And in all conditions I may not be able to touch my PC to work again and you won't see me here but cheer up because your site has already to many members so losing one becuase you didn't tell him what to do earlier isn't problem .

Here a new teapot prop for you , It may be my last product .